Don’t be afraid of change. No matter how big it is or where it will lead. I’ll be the first one to tell you that I Do Not like change. If something changes, I’m lost and scattered. But when you feel like something isn’t right and that your second guessing your choices-Explore it. Explore all the possibilities. Don’t be afraid to explore other options and dig deeper into why your feeling the way you do.
If this includes changing your major, then explore it. Yes, this is absolutely terrifying. I’m actually thinking about this as well. And truth be told, it terrifies me. I’ve lost sleep, been stress eating, and even a loss of interest in things. It’s all I can think about. Am I making the right choice? Is it too late for me? What will people think? All of this runs in my mind. But the fortunate thing is that I’m not too advanced my program that it’s not to late. I am not so sure that I want to become a registered dietitian. I love nutrition, but is the the right path?
So I’m taking a step back and figuring out where my roots lie. Finding out what excites me and makes me happy.
Not only am I thinking about the changes at school, but we also might be picking up and moving across the country. I’m really hoping to find out soon. It has me a wreck. Not that I don’t want too, but it’s change. We actually would be selling everything that we own (well….most) and then starting completely over. It’s exciting and scary. But that’s just a side note. But it shouldn’t scary, it’ll be full new opportunities and experiences. Once we figure out what we’ll be doing, I’ll write about it more.
But since I’ve been going through all of these possible changes, I’ve been trying to figure out what the hell I should be doing with my life and my school life. Have you ever been through anything like this? It’s very frustrating. But the thing I’ve learned is as frustrating it may be, it can still be worked through. It’s not the end of the world. In fact, it’s opening up even more.
My conclusion: It’s my job now to embrace what’s going on around me. Take it breath by breath. Embrace what’s going on now instead of stressing out about it. Now is the time to dream.
If your going through something similar, comment below! I’d love to hear from you.